Why the Rich Never Look Sad and What They Stole From My Sister

Life in the city of Oakhaven feels like a wet Monday morning that never ends. Everyone walks with their head down. They move like their boots are made of lead.…

Life in the city of Oakhaven feels like a wet Monday morning that never ends. Everyone walks with their head down. They move like their boots are made of lead. If you look into a stranger’s eyes: you won’t find a spark. You will just see a gray, flat fog. It is a city of people who have forgotten how to laugh.

Nora sits in a basement that smells like sour milk and old metal. She used to be someone important. She was a memory-smith. She had the “gift.” She could reach into a person’s mind and pull out a moment like a silk thread. She could coil it into a glass jar and make it shine. Back then: she thought she was a doctor. She thought she was helping people forget their pain.

She was wrong. She was just a chef for the monsters living in the towers above.

Her sister, Lila, sits on a crate in the corner. Lila is ten years old, but she has the eyes of a ghost. She is staring at a crack in the wall. She has been staring at it for three hours. Nora watches her and feels a sharp, cold stone of guilt sitting in her stomach.

“Lila?” Nora whispers. “Do you remember the time we found that stray cat? The one with the orange ears?”

Lila doesn’t blink. Her voice is thin: like paper tearing. “No. I don’t remember any cats, Nora.”

Nora’s chest tightens. It feels like someone is squeezing her heart with a frozen hand. She knows why Lila doesn’t remember. Nora was the one who held the glass jar to Lila’s temple. Nora was the one who took the memory of the cat, and the memory of their mother’s singing, and the memory of the first time Lila tasted a strawberry.

She did it because Gabe told her to. Gabe is the man who runs the city. He lives in a palace made of white marble that stays warm even in the winter. Gabe is eighty years old, but he looks like he is twenty. His skin is tan. His teeth are bright. He moves with the energy of a kid who just had a birthday.

Gabe is a soul-eater. He doesn’t eat meat or bread. He eats the golden bits of other people’s lives.

Nora stands up. Her legs are shaky. She has spent months hiding in this basement, but the grayness is winning. If she doesn’t do something soon: Lila will just stop breathing. People in Oakhaven do that sometimes. They just get so empty that their bodies forget to stay alive.

“I’m going out,” Nora says.

Lila doesn’t ask where. She doesn’t care. That is the worst part.

Outside, the air is thick with soot. Nora keeps her hood up. She walks past a line of people waiting for “The Ration.” It’s a gray soup that tastes like cardboard. In the towers above: the lights are glowing. You can hear music up there. It is the only place in the city where music still exists.

Nora reaches the Great Gate. She sees Leo standing guard. Leo used to be a friend. Now, his face is a mask of boredom. He looks like he hasn’t slept in a decade.

“Step back, Nora,” Leo says. His voice is flat.

“I have a gift for Gabe,” Nora says. She holds up a small, empty jar. She has painted the inside with a bit of phosphor so it looks like it’s glowing. “It’s a New Year’s memory. Very rare. Very sweet.”

Leo’s eyes flicker. He wants a taste. Everyone wants a taste. But he is too scared of Gabe. He opens the gate.

The palace is a nightmare of beauty. It is so bright it hurts Nora’s eyes. The floors are polished gold. The air smells like jasmine and expensive wine. And there are the “Radiant Ones.” These are the rich people who serve Gabe. They are all beautiful. They are all laughing.

It is a disgusting sound. In a city of silence: their laughter sounds like glass breaking.

Nora follows the scent of joy. It smells like woodsmoke and honey. She finds the Banquet Hall. Gabe is sitting at the head of a long table. In front of him is a crystal bowl filled with glowing blue and gold threads.

Nora watches from behind a silk curtain. Gabe picks up a pinch of the glow with two fingers. He drops it into a glass of champagne. The liquid fizzes. He drinks it down.

Suddenly, Gabe’s face changes. He closes his eyes. He looks like he is experiencing the best day of his life. He is feeling someone’s first kiss. He is feeling the pride of a father watching his son walk. He is stealing the heat from someone’s soul to keep his own blood warm.

“Delicious,” Gabe whispers. He looks at the woman next to him. “Whose was that?”

“A baker’s daughter,” the woman says. She is wearing a necklace made of small, stolen smiles. “She won’t be needing it. She’s much more productive now that she isn’t distracted by ‘feelings’.”

Nora feels a hot, bubbling anger rise in her throat. It’s the first thing she has felt in years that wasn’t fear. It tastes like copper.

She knows where the Vault is. She built the locks herself.

She sneaks through the kitchen. She passes Dave, the head cook. Dave is staring at a pot of boiling water. He doesn’t even notice her. He is a shell, just like Lila. Nora feels a pang of sorrow. Dave used to tell the funniest jokes in Oakhaven. Now: he couldn’t even tell you what day it is.

Nora reaches the heavy iron door at the bottom of the palace. The lock requires a specific rhythm. She taps it: ta-tap-tap-ta. The gears groan. The door swings open.

The Vault is full of shelves. Thousands of jars. Each one has a name. Each one is a piece of a person.

She runs her fingers along the glass. She sees labels: “Mick’s Wedding Day,” “Sarah’s First Bike Ride,” “Benny’s Grandfather’s Hug.”

She finds the section for children. Her heart hammers against her ribs like a trapped bird.

There. “Lila. Age 5. The Summer of the Orange Cat.”

Nora grabs the jar. It is warm. She can feel the vibration of the memory inside. It’s a soft, purring feeling. She grabs more jars. She grabs every jar she can carry. She stuffs them into her bag.

“You shouldn’t be here, Nora.”

She freezes. Gabe is standing in the doorway. He isn’t angry. He looks disappointed: like a teacher catching a favorite student cheating.

“I made you,” Gabe says. He steps into the room. He looks so young and strong. It makes Nora want to vomit. “I gave you a purpose. You were the one who harvested the best crops for my table.”

“They aren’t crops,” Nora spits. Her voice is shaking. “They are people. You’re eating them alive.”

Gabe laughs. It’s a rich, musical sound. “I am keeping them efficient. Sadness is heavy, Nora. Joy is a distraction. I take the burden of their happiness so they can work. I am a martyr.”

“You’re a parasite,” Nora says.

Gabe moves fast. He is a blur of expensive silk and stolen energy. He grabs Nora’s wrist. His grip is like a steel vice.

“Give me the jars,” he says. His voice is no longer kind. It is cold. It is the sound of a winter grave.

Nora looks at the bag. She looks at the jar of Lila’s memory. She thinks about the gray fog in her sister’s eyes. She thinks about the way the city has stopped singing.

“No,” Nora says.

“I will drain you,” Gabe whispers. “I will take every good thing you ever felt. I will leave you so empty you won’t even remember your own name.”

Nora smiles. It’s a jagged, ugly smile. “You can’t. I’m a smith, Gabe. I know how the jars work. You can only store joy in glass.”

She looks at the floor. It’s hard stone.

“What are you doing?” Gabe asks. His eyes go wide.

“I’m starting a riot,” Nora says.

She doesn’t give him the jars. She throws them.

She smashes them against the floor. She smashes them against the walls. She picks up a heavy iron stool and breaks the shelves.

Glass shatters. It sounds like a thousand bells ringing at once.

The light doesn’t just sit there. It explodes.

Golden light floods the Vault. It’s not just light: it’s feeling. It’s the smell of fresh bread. It’s the feeling of a warm blanket on a cold night. It’s the sound of a baby’s giggle. It’s the raw, stinging heat of a first love.

The memories aren’t threads anymore. They are a tidal wave.

Gabe screams. He tries to catch the light with his hands, but it flows through his fingers like water. He can’t eat it when it’s like this. It’s too much. It’s a hundred years of stolen life coming back all at once.

Nora feels the wave hit her. She sees a flash of her mother. She feels the tickle of the orange cat’s fur. She feels a sudden, sharp pain in her chest that turns into a roar of energy.

The light blasts out of the Vault. It flows up the stairs. It bursts through the windows of the palace.

In the streets of Oakhaven: the gray fog vanishes.

Leo the guard drops his spear. He remembers his daughter’s face. He starts to cry.

Dave the cook looks at the boiling water and remembers his grandmother’s recipe. He smiles.

In the basement: Lila blinks.

The crack in the wall isn’t just a crack anymore. She remembers the orange cat. She remembers the way Nora used to braid her hair. She remembers that she is a person.

Nora stumbles out of the palace. The building is shaking. The “Radiant Ones” are falling to their knees. Without their stolen joy: they are just old, withered husks. They look like the monsters they always were.

Gabe is on the floor: wailing. He looks a hundred years old. His skin is sagging. His eyes are hollow. He is finally as empty as the people he robbed.

Nora walks through the gate. The people of the city are standing still. They aren’t looking at the ground anymore. They are looking at each other.

They are angry. They are sad. They are happy. They are feeling everything at once.

Nora sees Lila running toward her. Lila’s face is wet with tears: but her eyes are bright. She looks alive.

“Nora!” Lila shouts.

Nora catches her. She holds her sister so tight it hurts. She feels the heat of Lila’s body. She feels the heartbeat.

The revolution didn’t start with a speech. It didn’t start with a flag. It started with a memory of a cat and the taste of a strawberry.

Nora looks up at the palace. It’s dark now. The lights are out.

She doesn’t have a plan for what comes next. The city is still poor. The weather is still cold. But as she looks at the crowd: she sees a man pick up a stone. She sees Leo turn his back on the palace gates.

For the first time in a long time: the rich are the ones who look afraid. And the rest of the world is finally, beautifully, wide awake.